You're running on the beach at sunrise. Be careful cowboy. You've got 65 years on those lungs, but you're doing damn good for an ex-smoker. (with 27 million packages of king sized mentholated lights behind you), ‘Gasp’ is not a word you want some vandal to spray paint on your tombstone. ‘Fear’ is just another storm, cloud hanging, 3 and a half, miles out on the horizon line. You were born to sail, but they handed you Nebraska. Sail on. You needed sky but they handed you Boodles gin and midtown. Pillage on. You old buccaneer... you’ve no disease. You're good for ten more years maybe 11. No shoes necessary today clop thru the sand like one of those old Central Park carriage horses. The haze will burn off by 9am. Push on. Until you feel like that Bourbon Street trombone player you met in 1983 the morning after Mardi Gras then she's there, standing over you, the lady in the hat with the small dog, and she asks if you need help. Lie to her, and say you've been doing this for twenty years maybe 21